I went to a new church this morning, which is a huge step for me...because I hate meeting new people...or used to hate it.
This is the amazing thing. I have been praying for God to take away from my heart and hatred i have towards people, the judgment in thinking they will judge me, and to allow me to see people the way He sees them. I went to the church walking distance from my house, and I met new people, and it was fine. Sure, they didn't get to know me, and I was my normal awk-ward self, but I still met them. I was scared to do it on my own, so God led me to a place where He put people who were more outgoing, and introduced themselves to me.
The message today was on prayer. Which is amazing. Prayer has been so heavy on my heart, and I see it working. I want to be able to pray more. I mean set a time to talk to God. I feel I am most always praying. Prayer is so important, and it is remarkable because for any worry your have, say a prayer, and it's done. Regardless of whether or not you get specially what you prayed for, God is still working. Prayer isn't instant, either. Sometimes it is. But it's about being able to trust that God is working in his own time.
I think I don't like writing anymore because I feel my words are just scrambled together, and make no sense. I have to think about it less. And just write.
My least favorite thing in the world is being distressed. I would not at all call myself a stressful person, in fact, i do not normally get stressed. I always know something will work out or get done and that there is little to worry about. So of course, when those moments come and I do get distressed, I freak out, because I don't like it. I need to release it. God always wins.
ALWAYS.
I love the song heart of worship. Hear it. Sing it. Live it.
Have a sensational day.
I am going to try to write a little more. It kinda helps.
