That's so die.

I am home from the cruise to Cabo San Lucas. It's been a year (so it seems). I've missed so many people but I am home now and we can all play again.

My current annoyance is most defiantly Lomeli photography and their uber-lame (understatement) senior portraits poses. I believe the fashion television world such as America's Next Top Model, Project Runway, and most recently, The Rachel Zoe Project have made me adore high fashion so much more, and now everytime i step in front of a camera I want to be fabulous and model-esc and of course, my natural care-free fun self. But the lame-oh photographers and their highschool poses frustrated me to the ut-most-maximum. I felt "gay." And not like the fun fabulous gay like Brad from Rachel Zoe (who has stolen my heart and is my new love) but the stupid really lame gay that makes me feel just .... stupid. I cannot think of words. I do not want to lay down in front of a podium from the days of toga's or cross my legs or bend one arm slightly or tilt my head. I want to jump and laugh and be natural and have to camera capture my purest moments. I decided i will take my own senior pictures and print them at target. It seems easier. I do not have the balls to ask the photographer if i can just dance in front of the camera.

Rachel Zoe is fabulous and it makes me want to be a fashion model everyday. I like doing makeup and hair and wearing clothes and feeling like a walking piece of art. Even if it's a silly piece of art, it's my art. I love it. I believe that is all for now.

I get in n out tomorrow with fabulous people. I am excited.

Ta ta.